The Start Or Is It?

You will have to forgive me for any errors etc as this is the first time I have tried this blogging lark. So here goes. Why am I doing this blog is a good question. I think it may help someone who is going through the same thing as we as a family are going through or it may be something to help me cope with the emotions I feel every day. I know I am not making much sense at the moment but all will become clear as the blog goes on.
      It all started on the 9th of December 2010. The worst day of our lives. It was the day our eldest son Sean past away suddenly at the age of 10 years old.   

How can I describe Sean. He was a happy, full of mischief, loving, caring 10 year old with all his life in front of him. He loved Star wars,Doctor Who and Lego. I think he had every Doctor Who magazine that was published . He also loved dogs.He knew every dog in the area. It broke his heart when our Golden Retriever Goldie had to be put to sleep in the August of 2010. His other loves apart from his younger brother Callum was Beating and Fly fishing. He loved the countryside and Country Sports. I suppose he got that from me.

That's enough for now as I am finding it hard to carry on at the moment.